Sometimes the world isn't clear to me
The world outside can be deafening
And although i smile its not sincere
I know it takes time, sometime to heal
Sometimes my brain plays tricks on me
My words come out like a tongue twists
And the things i feel may not be true
A disorder only psychotropics can cure
I need some silence even more right now
Just some time to push on through
The anxiety is debilitating
Way different then the world i knew
Sometimes my senses can be heightened
And the world is too much to bear
I sit at home and write sometimes
About the times when things were clear.
Sometimes I reflect on life before now.
And it often makes me sad
All the stress was enough to push me
my brain is all i had.
In these times of doubt i feel
And i remember things don't last
The pain i feel throughout my life
Will soon be in the past